Human beef farms????

i am looking for a list of humanly raised and killed,free range,organic,gr fed,beef farms.i know some companys send their cows to big industrys who kill them andtreat them bad even if they are organic .but im looking for a beef company who kills their organic grfed cows humanly and there with them.not in a big company.so a list of oraganic,gr fed,free range,humanly killed/raised,etc beef farms that i cam buy their meat online at their website or at my local shop.i live in portsmouth nh by the way