I was completely honest with a guy i really like, Now i think i made things awkward. What should i do?Dx?

I'm 15, a Sophmore in high school. He's 17, a Senior in High School.We are like best friends, We hang out a lot. I really like him, I told him a couple weeks ago. Because i'm completely honest with guys&I speak what's on mind. So i told him& he's like i like someone else, but i find you really attractive. The day after all my friends , including him, hung out at my place for the day. It was the last week of school, we had finals and it was all minimum days so why not. Well my friends smoke, and him&i don't so we decided to go in the room. all of a sudden he started to kiss me& we made out. Then stupid me, i was in the moment and gave him a *******. that night he told me he started to like me. & he started also being more ual with me. He's been asking me to have with him, but i said i don't know i want to go on birthcontrol first. I'm not ready. & He's like I'm fine with that. & Yet everyday he asks. I asked him after awhile" are you just using me for ? i dont care if you are, i just want you to be honest with me because a lot of guys do want from me" i have big ****, & thats basically all guys want so its hard to find a guy that truely likes me. He said thats not all he wants from me& that he likes me cause im fun to be around. I said Okay:) & yet he still asks. But whenever we hang out hes a total different person we talk about random stuff and it's more fun to be around him then texting him. Well today i asked him again because the past two days thats all hes been wanting. Im like r u sure ur not using me for ? & hes like I already told you, if i was wouldnt i date you,have wit you,then leave? im not like that& im like well it seems like it, sorry i speak my mind. & he's like I noticed. & I was like sorry if i made things awkward/: i just really like you& i dont try to make anything awkward i just dont want to be hurt from doin sexual stuff. Its been 10 hours& he still hasnt texted me back. Did i do something wrong? its been bugging me.